Time with my camera, rocks better than any moment of reality.

Yes I'm going for GAGA concert, best present ever :')
I survived the semester that I worked the hardest so far in poly, it was..awesomely misery HAHA. Had been busy enjoying life and today was a bonding day with my eldest bro and sister in law. Had steamboat yesterday night, Karaoke session with our new built system, beer and some gambling and today, how much I loved a toy poodle at the dog farm, follow by some good food at whitesands then movie at AMK. I really appreciate every family bonding time I can have because I love my family. I'm a spolit and pampered kid and I enjoy being one. That's the thing about being the youngest and only daughter at home, you get loved. With my dad and eldest bro, I need no man!

Sidetrack.
I thank god for good friends, close friends, best friends. I'm someone who let go on anyone easily now, you could really call that selfish and heartless. But I would need every single person around me to know, this is me. I believe that sometimes some things are better left unsaid, a failed relationship should be let go and nobody really stays forever. Those who know me from the past, you know how badly broken I can be when it comes to emotions, thats the reason why. I don't wish to fail myself again. I don't trust but that does not mean I'm not giving you my best and displaying the true side of me. Thanks for staying around friends, giving me the best as always despite me being away for so long.

And, love needs faith.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

#20factsaboutme

1. Once I set my mind to get going, nothing can stop me.
2. I'm SUPER stubborn.
3. I only started studying for exams when I'm 16.
4. I've a tattoo, intending to get more.
5. I used to have real bad temper and now, I hardly flare at anything.
6. I don't visit people's Facebook profile at all, maybe except one!
7. The wall in my room is red.
8. I'm the youngest at home and the only daughter.
9. I've alot of friends, handful good friends, few best friends.
10. I keep everything to myself nowadays.
11. I'm truly happy with life right now.
12. The person I loved the deepest make me insane.
13. I love waterproof shoes
14. Im a "quick" person in everything
15. I love @ladygaga
16. My hangout spots must be somewhere with little people or with nature nowadays.
17. Im not suppose to drink, it'll cause me death
18. I change rapidly
19. Movies have became one of my favorite activity to do
20. People whom I love are usually those I can behave like a kid to!

Sunday, January 29, 2012

No intention to lose my head
So instead of grumbing about my studies, (like for every exam period) I'm gonna talk about.. -i don't know?- see how my fingers and mind coordinate lor.

So all my friends had been hearing me said "Sorry, busy." I guess people really think that I'm bullshitting uh. I shall void what I tank last year and all the shit that came together, but ever since 2012, I didn't had real proper sleep and meals on alternate days basis. If you're wondering why I don't complain on twitter anymore, cause I see no point. I'm getting sick of people complaining/being angsty/emo every single fucking dayyyzxz, and negative begets negative. Yeah, building inner self, its not a facade, its being strong and stronger. I don't even bother to tell people I'm stress, cause eventually I've to manage it all by myself.

This make me conclude a point that I'm officially independent and can't be bothered to waste a single min of life. My closer friends who are wondering why I keep such a tight mouth about everything of myself recently, you got your answer now.

However, thank god I've my baby with me on daily basis, even not physically but whatsapply :) k, abrupt end.

P/S: what a bullshit post. nnh.